March 2012
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To Whomever Deserves to Read This:
It’s not a joke, it never was. I’m sorry if you see it that way, but I can’t help it. The idea is constant; it’s a mental plague. I don’t mean for you to see it otherwise, not that I care how you see it because, lately, there’s not much I care about. It’s a way of thinking. It’s how I see everything because I see it past tomorrow. I see what my...
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Notice This If Nothing Else
The slowest and most painful method of killing yourself is living your life. You lose the control over how you die, when you die, and where you die… But you know it’s going to happen whether or not you command it. Let yourself suffer until it’s the right moment, then they can’t blame you. Your memory won’t be stained, you haven’t done anything wrong…...
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Internal Embers
There was not much different from the Forest Quiescence and the forest most recall from their own memory. The trees barely spoke to one another, but the Wind would whisper to them. Though, even the trees could not understand what the Wind had to say… She was proclaiming the arrival of a new protector, a new guardian who would be born of the Giver. The Wind knew it was coming, and that the...
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Dark Daydreams
A murder, plain and simple
To occur within my mind
To rid myself of your annoyance
But to never commit the crime
This knife across your throat
Done so you can’t even scream
While you gasp, I’ll laugh
All while I’m in a dream
You deserve to suffer
Live long enough to stay
Along side your innocent lover
Beside them, you will lay
Because in my mind, they’re already...
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“You never believed in me, but I will believe in me. Now, I take a match to the...”
– Into the Night - Say Anything
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Absent Minded
I guess I’m not the only on
Who chooses not to see
The entire world, this entire life
All laid out in front of me
Do you feel the difference now
Without him at your side
Get used to it, sweetie
Some day we all have to die
Alone, you were foolish
Seeking false sighted truth
Pretending that your love
Was the highlight of your youth
When will you finally realize
All good, one day,...
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Words from a Worn Heart
The thought of you sickens me
It causes this hallow ache in my chest
It’s a sullen feeling
Which has only ever belonged to you
I hate the way we’ve changed
But that would have happened regardless
Who was I kidding
When I thought things could go back
To the way they never were
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Sometimes the person you'd take the bullet for is...
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I can’t stand people who lie to themselves and create these fake pasts because the truth isn’t good enough or they can’t face what they’ve done in their own lives. I hate people who can’t accept themselves. Most people can’t, won’t, and refuse to bother with finding things they actually like about themselves. Even if they do, even if there’s one...
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You could hit me or whip me, I’d savor each lash.
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Face it.
When you’re stuck in that mental rut
Caught between what you want
And what you think your should want
When you’re scared out of your mind
Of going back
Of falling again
Is it just that easy?
Yes;
It is and always will be.
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