January 2012
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Things people need to learn to do in the new year:
Tell the difference between jealousy and annoyance
You do NOT decide on who you’re going to marry before you graduate high school
You do not hide behind your lies and think someone else is going to find yourself for you
Realize that not everyone cares about you the way you care about them
Tell the difference between the friends you want to keep throughout your life and the ones who are...
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December 2011
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Something New
When the hours tick away, but time doesn’t matter, what do you do? Do you waste away and wallow in the nothingness that has become your existence? The sad, little, nameless girl sat there wondering whatever the answers to those questions were. Of course, no answers ever came to her. A few drifted into her head, but none of them settled into her head. There was a lot she could do, but she...
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Distance
There’s always an excuse you’ll come up with
Isn’t there?
Whether it’s real in your head, or not
It doesn’t matter in mine
Everything feels the same, but I know it’s not
I know it never will be again
That’s just how life goes on
The closer we come to finding ourselves
The further we get from being who we want to be
The childhood dreams of our once...
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Perspectives
I don’t think it’s sad that no matter what a person does or says that you will still be there for them; I think it depends on how you look at it. Some would say you’re pathetic and whatnot, and honestly, they are right. It can be, to wait for someone, to wallow just the way they left you… You’re pathetic because you’re holding onto something that fell apart for...
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Feeling
It’s all we are; feeling. Everything we create is all because of what we feel. Our feelings get in the way of reason, in both good and bad ways. It causes us to act on impulse, risk ourselves for others, destroy others for ourselves, and live. Feelings are supposed to be a part of being alive, but what if you don’t want them anymore?
What then? If you have an answer, let me know. I...
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“Your emotions are the slaves to your thoughts, and you are the slave to your...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (via miasma)
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“Men have called me mad; but the question is not...
Edgar Allan Poe
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Session IV
“I’m sorry about this.”
“Don’t be… It is serious, you know.”
She didn’t look at me. She had long sleeves on again, but was wearing them pushed up to her elbows. The bandage around her wrist was worn almost like a white flag in battle, a sign of her surrender.
“I wish I had just waited until I had gotten home. I mean, if I had, then I...
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It's Gone
I’ve finally realized it and faced it
There’s nothing left to hold on to
At the same time, there’s nothing left to worry about
I’m going to continue in a completely careless state
Because there’s nothing left to care about
I was hoping we might be able
To continue from where we left off
But it was just a useless wish
Why bother hoping for something different?
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“LeATHERMOUTH is where I can vomit out all the aggression that has built up...”
– Frank Iero (via rwrble)
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Remind Me
Sometimes that’s all I need
Just a shove in the right direction
Maybe, that is what I always need
A reminder
God, remind me who I am
Remind me that my dreams matter
That even with the broken thing
Still attempting to beat in my chest
That I can live, if nothing else, I can live
Those burning cuts will heal
Are the scars they leave behind
Are they the reminders?
Answer me.
God,...
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It’s gone. And it won’t come back. So in my own self-pity, I’ll push everyone else away until I forget about it. Self-isolation.
I need to let go, but I know I won’t. Not now. Not until you tell me to, in person, until I look you in the eyes and I see nothing. Until I’m completely broken…
People only care when I’m hurting. I only care when they’re...
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Why do I hate everyone?
I was taught by my brother, to never use the word hate. That it was a horrible, mean word. That my heart was too good to hate, ha. Bullshit. I’ve learned very easily to hate. I hate everything I care about. That’s why I hate everyone, because I hate the world. I hate things I cannot save and cannot change. I hate what I have no control over. Above all that, I’m starting to really...
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Fuck.
I don’t know why our minds choose to mess with us this much. I told myself it wasn’t me, but that was only after that light lit inside of me, the fire I’ve been hoping for… The one I want back. You fucking used me. I know it. I feel like vomiting I’m so disgusted with myself and hope. Because that is what ruins me every goddam time. My insides are crashing, I’m...
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Limitless
Time plays upon our minds
We lose ourselves in it
We lose our minds to it
The incessant ticking of the clock
Forever a reminder of our short lives
Yet, we expect the future of living
More than the future of dying
Is it foolish?
Or is it wise?
Should we not focus on what will be
And use our time to dream of the possibilities
The limitless ideas of what can happen, what might happen
If...
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